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happy birthday 

my best friend who is in Scotland sent me this because I was having a rough day and she’s amazing ok 

I think you have to learn to be yourself and love yourself alone before you can do the same for another person without consequence if that makes sense, which is so hard because I know there can be days where it feels so lonely and there are days where you see people hooking up which is so not you but you still ask yourself why not me? I totally understand. But it’s in moments like these that really give you the chance to grow into a whole person, and no relationship is going to give you that but the one with yourself. It’s gonna suck somedays and it’s going to be amazing somedays. Always trust your gut because you know what’s best for yourself and that’s different for everyone.

Thoughts of the day

-university is hectic 
-people have a lot of sex 
-what’s wrong with me? 
-what’s wrong with you? 
-how much coffee do I really need today? 
-I’ll make it through 
-being excited is a good thing 
-I miss you

I moved to California when I was twelve and I got a video camera and made little movies because I didn’t have any friends yet. I would force my sister to make these movies with me—which became my YouTube channel. A girl in my Spanish class found my YouTube videos and showed them to my teacher. At the end of class one day my teacher said, “pack up, movie time,” and she dropped down this screen and put on my videos. I started freaking out. Everyone was laughing and I just ran out. The girl who had told my teacher didn’t understand why I left, and she said, “You’re really funny, you should be an actor.” So that was one of the first times I thought about it.

(Source: teen-wolf, via lachydoo)

excdus:

Yayoi Kusama

I’m here but nothing

Yayoi Kusama began hallucinating spots atop the surfaces of her world at a young age. In these polka dots, at once simple and boundless, Kusama found a way to break from the self and look into infinity.

(via papermagazine)

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